Thursday, December 16, 2021 • 10:01 AM • 0 comments
Hello blog. Im here once again.
Kadang i x faham my husband. Today ckap taknak baby lagi tapi lg 5 minit cakap nak baby pulak? I mean haritu cakap x ready tapi smlm ckp nak baby since early Dec? I confused. Haritu i bnyk kali highlight yg i nak anak tapi dia cakap nnti. Tunggu next year. tp smlm nak pulak? i makin confused??????
honestly im in the middle. of course i x sabar ada mini me & my husb dlm my tummy. tp part of me rasa i dah spend enough time with my husb ke? org kata nnti ada anak, hubungan lagi ada gap. so cm i dah cukup spend every moment dengan dia ke? sbb kalau nk ckp psl ready, smpai bila pun tkkn pernah ready. bila dah jadi baru adapting new life gituh.
I masih confused but if ada rezeki, Alhamdulillah. Ke amar nak anak sbb malam tu aku cakap aku tknk ada anak ya? so dia cm better buat skunk. hahahah idkkkk confuseddd.
pape pun, i blaja dlm hidup ni, you x pernah ready for something. sbb if nk tnggu ready, nope you never be ready. after all i rasa hidup ni you just have to go on with life. apa pun jadi, adapting skill kena power la. tk boleh salahkan anyone or anything sbb perjalanan hidup you Allah dah aturkan baik baik. Allah knows bila you ready walaupun you rasa its too early. Sama mcm kahwin, i plan 27. last2 in kahwin 24. do i think im ready for that? i bnyk kali bgthu amar yg i takut hshshs tp at the end i kahwin and im happy with my decision. if nk tnggu stable, i maybe smpai bila pun i tk pernah ready. and same goes dengan pasal anak. i selalu rasa i takut x ready sbb financial terutamanya. tpi bila tgk balik org lain yg gaji lower, boleh je besarkan anak dengan baik. like which part of me yg buat i rasa i miskin? hahahah entah la. life is so confusing. makin fikir, makin jadi pape je la malas nk fikir. gitu.
oklah bye nk buat keje. kena g jumpa Dave utk student punya hal. student ni pun aih. liat nau bayar yuran.
Thursday, December 16, 2021 • 10:01 AM • 0 comments
Hello blog. Im here once again.
Kadang i x faham my husband. Today ckap taknak baby lagi tapi lg 5 minit cakap nak baby pulak? I mean haritu cakap x ready tapi smlm ckp nak baby since early Dec? I confused. Haritu i bnyk kali highlight yg i nak anak tapi dia cakap nnti. Tunggu next year. tp smlm nak pulak? i makin confused??????
honestly im in the middle. of course i x sabar ada mini me & my husb dlm my tummy. tp part of me rasa i dah spend enough time with my husb ke? org kata nnti ada anak, hubungan lagi ada gap. so cm i dah cukup spend every moment dengan dia ke? sbb kalau nk ckp psl ready, smpai bila pun tkkn pernah ready. bila dah jadi baru adapting new life gituh.
I masih confused but if ada rezeki, Alhamdulillah. Ke amar nak anak sbb malam tu aku cakap aku tknk ada anak ya? so dia cm better buat skunk. hahahah idkkkk confuseddd.
pape pun, i blaja dlm hidup ni, you x pernah ready for something. sbb if nk tnggu ready, nope you never be ready. after all i rasa hidup ni you just have to go on with life. apa pun jadi, adapting skill kena power la. tk boleh salahkan anyone or anything sbb perjalanan hidup you Allah dah aturkan baik baik. Allah knows bila you ready walaupun you rasa its too early. Sama mcm kahwin, i plan 27. last2 in kahwin 24. do i think im ready for that? i bnyk kali bgthu amar yg i takut hshshs tp at the end i kahwin and im happy with my decision. if nk tnggu stable, i maybe smpai bila pun i tk pernah ready. and same goes dengan pasal anak. i selalu rasa i takut x ready sbb financial terutamanya. tpi bila tgk balik org lain yg gaji lower, boleh je besarkan anak dengan baik. like which part of me yg buat i rasa i miskin? hahahah entah la. life is so confusing. makin fikir, makin jadi pape je la malas nk fikir. gitu.
oklah bye nk buat keje. kena g jumpa Dave utk student punya hal. student ni pun aih. liat nau bayar yuran.
