Omg im pregnant????!!!!????

Hahahahaha i cm happy gila sebab what we asked for, Allah bagi. First UPT i tk ingat bila but its too early to test. and of course la jawapan dia negative. A bit dissapointed but i try positive kan diri yang i check terlalu awal. 

15/1/2022 - My second UPT. I beli 2 clear blue digital sbb tgk ramai pakai tu and accurate la jugak. So i beli 2 sbb just in case nk double check kan. Test tu cakap kena 4 days before. Tapi i test terawal sehari (5 days before period) and negative jugak. i tk tahu nk inform baby boo mcm mana sbb cm mesti dia sedih. tapi i slowly bgthu yg test tu mmg tulis "not pregnant".Baby boo okay je tp i yg sedih lebih hshshs masa nk bgthu tu, i ckp yg i mmg dh tknk fikir psl pregnant ke tak.. i just nk teruskn kehidupan i then if ada, ada lah. Then hidup mcm biasa.

17/1/2022- i cm teringin gila nak kambing bakar and idk why. dia cm nak makan jugak!!!!! then baby boo ajak tp i puasa so nk mkn sup ayam. and sebaik kedai tu tutup jugak hari isnin so cm okay la kan. tengah hari tu, sembang dgn syakirah and tell her yg i plan to get pregnant. i cerita a-z yg my first two UTP was negative. i bgthu i ada lg satu and kena test 4 days before. i ragu2 nk test tuu tnggu period ke or test awal. tp syakirah ckp test je awal mana tahu berubah kee. then i was like ok, tgk la cmne. malam tu 2 kali i mimpi yg i pregnant. i cm ni tanda ke? then i rasa nak shee shee pkul 3 pg tp i takut kang i shee shee nnti cmne nk test pregnancy lg kan. tp i tk tahan so i shee shee. i fikir cm ada ke tk nnti, redha je la. then i tidur balik, i mimpi x pregnant. so i cm nk test ke tak ni!!!!!

18/1/2022 - i bangun subuh and i immediately check. nervous. but i cm whatever happened, kena terima. i cm shee shee astu xtahan nk poo poo. i cm haa sambil tnggu tu kan halal je la. tetibe it shows "pregnant". i cm wehhhhhhh serious aaaaaa??!!!!!???? then lama sikit bru dia tulis weeks. i cm ya Allah! terima kasih makbulkan doa i!!! 😢😢😢 subuh tu i terus doa, and i janji akan jaga zuriat ni sebaik baiknya and jadi insan yg sentiasa berada di jalan Allah. In shaa Allah..

I dah beli baju baby lama tauu sbb i cm dh plan cane nk buat surprise. wi bg babyboo baju baby and he gelak2 astu tnya emier punya ke? i cm ahhaha utk you laaaaa. then i tnjuk my pregnancy test. dia cm blur at first astu lelama dia sebak hahaha we are so excited  on that day smpai terus g checkup. tp dr kata cm awal lg nak check. then dia suruh test sendiri next week, and 1/2 dtg utk checkup dgn dia pulak. i cm okayy terus i moody sikit sbb sedih hshshs

Balik tu babyboo cm curious gila then beli lg 2 pregnancy test yg tgk double line tu and another digital test clear blue tu jugak. balik tu i terus test and memula ada satu line. lelama baru another line naik. x pekat tp ada. then pg td (19/1/2022) i test lg skali. and alhamdulilah, same result! :)

Macam dalam mimpi rasanya sbb cm wow i nak jd ibu?? hahaha tp alhamdulillah atas rezeki mu ya Allah. Ternyata solat dhuha i hari ahad tu berkesan! eh tiber hahaha but alhamdullilah. Im so thankful for everything.

Babyboo non stop senyum and termenung sorg2. tp tu la padan muka sbb dia mual & naik jerawat! hahaha you nak jadi ayah dah!!!! eee excited takk!!!???