Hahaha its been so long that i havent update anything in here cuma harini i rasa burnout sbbnya i have to extract oe & do capacity. Pastu i cm geram sbb husb i suka bg instruction sampai tahap i bgthu yg "sayang. I pregnant" astu dia ters dpt tngkp yang i cant do everything alone.

Stop giving me instruction ke apa ke like awk bangun awal sikit wak tolong saya. Takpun sila rajinkan diri. He's waiting for my "sayang boleh tolong tak" but im so so so malas to alwayyysss asking for help. Moga laki saya baca dan sila berubah ya. I mean kan cm common sense kan kalau nmpk kain penuh, basuhkan. Kalau nmpk kain dlm dryer, keluarkan. Ni sapu pun idok, mop pun idok juga.

& malam ni my daughter extra sensitive. I serabut cari new school dia punya review and she always wanted to sleep dkt my ketiak. Cm biasa dia suruh tepuk la zikir etx tp i said sabar. Then anak i cm tnggikan suara suruh cepat. Kitonyo pun ngandung ni tk sabar ye. So i mrh la balik. Dia senyap. Then dia main air liur, dia selek dkt abah dia. Abah dia marah, i mrh dia lg. Terus majuk babe. Tepuk tknk, hug xnk. Tp position masih dkt ketiak. I feel so bad and i said sorry to her. She cried silently. I said sorry again & explaining, dia tolak tgn i. Tp i peluk juga. Lama2 dia okay. Husb suruh jgn layan sbb nnti dia lg over but i think we need to validate her feelings kan. She's sad. She deserved explanation & sorry also.

Ok la tu je bye