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Wednesday, October 22, 2025 • 11:07 PM • 0 comments I am currently 26weeks pregnant && its a boy!!!Hahaha its been so long that i havent update anything in here cuma harini i rasa burnout sbbnya i have to extract oe & do capacity. Pastu i cm geram sbb husb i suka bg instruction sampai tahap i bgthu yg "sayang. I pregnant" astu dia ters dpt tngkp yang i cant do everything alone. Stop giving me instruction ke apa ke like awk bangun awal sikit wak tolong saya. Takpun sila rajinkan diri. He's waiting for my "sayang boleh tolong tak" but im so so so malas to alwayyysss asking for help. Moga laki saya baca dan sila berubah ya. I mean kan cm common sense kan kalau nmpk kain penuh, basuhkan. Kalau nmpk kain dlm dryer, keluarkan. Ni sapu pun idok, mop pun idok juga. & malam ni my daughter extra sensitive. I serabut cari new school dia punya review and she always wanted to sleep dkt my ketiak. Cm biasa dia suruh tepuk la zikir etx tp i said sabar. Then anak i cm tnggikan suara suruh cepat. Kitonyo pun ngandung ni tk sabar ye. So i mrh la balik. Dia senyap. Then dia main air liur, dia selek dkt abah dia. Abah dia marah, i mrh dia lg. Terus majuk babe. Tepuk tknk, hug xnk. Tp position masih dkt ketiak. I feel so bad and i said sorry to her. She cried silently. I said sorry again & explaining, dia tolak tgn i. Tp i peluk juga. Lama2 dia okay. Husb suruh jgn layan sbb nnti dia lg over but i think we need to validate her feelings kan. She's sad. She deserved explanation & sorry also. Ok la tu je bye Miscarriage
Monday, April 7, 2025 • 7:16 AM • 0 comments Hi there. So lepas banyak sangat darah ketul ketul keluar, husband asked to call ira sbb dia pernah miscarriage kan. So dia kata iya mmg tu tanda2 gugur dah tu. We went to clinic for another scan, and confirmed no more kantung to be seen. I dpt letter prgi hospital utk cuci sbb masih ada saki baki yg tinggal dalam rahim. After solat jumaat, mmg terus prgi hospital. Dia scan TVS pastu ambil mulut itik tu, gauze & scissor, dia jolok cm tkde perasaan ek sakit nak mampus. I cried and scream huhu sebaik nurse tolong pujuk 😭 Dia bg injection kecut rahim. Lepas je inject, first 1 hour sakit sangat sangat. Sebiji mcm contraction cumanya baby tak keluar. Dia cucuk 4.30pm patutnya 6.30pm dia check dah tp doktor ada emergency operation so delay smpai 9.30pm. Then scan lg, masih tebal. Dia x bg balik sbb kalau balik, kena cuci dulu masuk operation room. So dia bg another injection and scan again next morning. Next morning, alhamdulillah dia kata dh kurang 1cm. So dia kata another 3 weeks, check upt make sure negative. Or else, kena g hospital sbb luar rahim. Then dia x bg plan anak after 2 regular period. Kalau ada bau busuk, dh tetibe bnyk pun g hospital jugak. It was a roller coaster journey. I kerja and very tired on Sat, malam tu spotting. Isnin raya, jumaat miscarriage, ahad birthday. Kadang tak tahu nak rasa mcm mana cuma i berdoa, i dpt rezeki yg lg better. Harini i nk cantikkan resume lg. Harap dapat la kerja baru yg lg better. Pape pun, thank you husbaby sebab selalu ada thru thick or thin. Thank you sngt selalu support. I love you endlessly ❤️ |
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