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Motherhood moment
Friday, June 5, 2026 • 11:20 PM • 0 comments
I think becoming a mother can be so lonely but full at the same time. You dont have time to think about yourself pun. What is good rest? Good sleep? Not sure what is that anymore.
While your husb can have all by himself. Picking up his hobbies, go to gym, meet his friend lepak lepak and all that. While you? Just a useless maid who's becoming a mom. Wake up every 2 hrs for night feeding, waking up masak breakfast/lunch. Lipat kain, kutip segala jenis sampah yg merata. Working lg. Rushing hantar anak, siapkan anak pagi pagi. Kejut husb solat, kejut dia tidur dkt bilik.
At this point i rasa i mcm mother of 3. Not a wife & mom of 2 anymore. I miss those days where he offer to cook while i am working masa PH. I miss those days when i dont have to kejut bnyk kali for solat. He is a good husband. But sometimes i dont even know who is him. Kdg i crave for a husb who can solat early, mengaji, solat berjemaah. Now kemas rumah pun jauhh sngt unless org dtg. He will stick the same task. Buang sampah, basuh toilet, uruskan anak2. 
Maybe im too tired thats why i felt that way. Cm i ckp. Dia husband yg baik. He said he wanted to be better. Tp mana entah effortnya.
Even now pun kata nk g gym. Promise wont be long. 9.30pm go. Now 11 pun belum balik. While me? Watching tv sambil lipat kain while anak anak sleep. Hahaha entah la.

Good but annoying husband
Saturday, April 25, 2026 • 1:40 AM • 0 comments

Macam mana ya suami kita tu boleh jadi bestie tapi at the same time annoying? I mean like i geram dgn husb pg td sbb suka sepah2 baju tapi he always there to help me & i menyusahkan dia utk g pasar malam cari udang, keluar lagi cari pembalut dgn cellophane tape and the keluar again at 12am sbb gas dah habis (nk kena masak utk member dhl).

He helped me a lot like aaa lottttt cmtu. Kalau Allah tanya if he is the good husband, i cakap yes Ya Allah. He's very good husband. Please ease everything that he do & moga you masuk syurga tanpa dihisab.

I am glad to have you but at the same time i pun rasa nk tumbuk you. Hahahah btw Thank you for existing ;)



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