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Assalamualaikum semua. its been a very long time since my last update (eh yeke?)
So how are you? Alhamdulillah to Him for give us opportunity untuk bertaubat & beribadah to Him in shaa Allah. :)

So anyway, my ekzem iz juzt overh ken yu fil mi iz like hey after 3 weeks finalllyyy. hehe but i'm sure my result will not be that good since all the subjects were so hard but i trust in Him, how much effort i put, the result will definately iz written in the paper.



I don't really care if takda org baca any entry on my blog. because, the reason i wrote this as nanti helping me whenever i'm down, it will make me realize that "aku pernah kuat kerana Allah, takda alasan untuk give up sebab manusia"

I don't know.....but the only one yg aku percaya is Allah. i know there is something better in the future which i don't even know what it is. it's a suprise from Allah. Yup, He's the one who always make suprise to us.



Yup. hehe no wonder i love to sleep!! I bet my soul miss Allah so so so much & so do i! :D
I'm scared sometimes. Tak tahu ada peluang ke tak jumpa Allah nanti. Tak tahu mcm mana reaction kalau Allah tgk hamba dia yg leka, pemalas, kuat makan, dengar benda lagha, mengumpat semua. Mesti Allah sedih.. Dia xprnh abaikan hamba Dia walau jahat mcm mana pun tp here i am. still buat dosa. sometimes i do wonder, why Allah ciptakan aku kat dunia ni. Aku layak ke nak masuk syurga? kan bagus tak tercipta sebab nanti bnyk dosa..

but i still believe in Him. like i said, mesti ada something He nak tell you. Dia nak aku tgk ciptaan Dia & He want me to be soo proud jadi Islam. Subhanallah :")



Ramai benci aku ni.. Ramai. Just because i said hi to them & they labelled me gedik & all the stuff. ada yg " i know u r tak pndai so i won't listen to you" bukan nak buruk sangka but the way they treat you pun boleh rasa kan? Takpa. Allah ada. Allah rindu tu. Allah kata tkpa dorg benci kita, Allah ada untuk sayang kita. Allahu T.T



Sebab aku tk pernah yakin yang aku akan hidup esok. Aku tak sabar nak jumpa Allah & i will tell him everything. tp aku takut if aku xsempat nak jumpa Allah, dah jatuh masuk neraka. risau. takut. T.T

Aku takut Allah tarik nikmat Islam, nikmat hidayah. aku takut. aku taknak jauh dari Allah. biarlah aku lonely tp sentiasa bersama Allah drpd dgn ramai org yg xprnh lngsg ingtkn aku psl Allah. Jujur, aku kecewa sebab kwn xprnh tegur psl jgn mengumpat ke apa. tp aku akan cuba sedaya upaya daki utk dapat kemanisan iman. takda istilah putus asa. biarlah aku penat. janji aku bersama Allah.

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Assalamualaikum bakal bakal penghuni syurga yang cecantik lagi kacak ni. hehe how are you? hope everything going well in shaa Allah.
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tajuk dia pun cm dah emo dah en haha xde la. saje je nak bagitahu yang..
hm.
EXAM MIDYEAR DAH HABISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS WEH DAH HABIS WEH CAN YOU FEEL ME. lol aseef.
all the subject are tough except for accounts. but........ everything was


Hope result okay. takda fail. amin amin! so,
Beside exam, apa yang lagi dah over? well, its me. Bye ainil. rip heart broken ewah haha rip perasaan dkt lelaki. lols. its been 6 mth till our last convers &  it was suck convers but still. im proud of myself sebab boleh tahan nafsu tk pi tegur dia. well. dulu ainil dh mcm desperate sngt. yg dia pun seronok je mainkan perasaan ainil. memalukan diri betul ainil ni. ish. astaghfirullah. aseef t.t but now, everything was alhamdulillah.hehe alhamdulillah sngt2 ainil. Thank you berjaya matangkan diri dlm "permainan" cinta ni. :DD

but how i did it? so here's the answer



its suck bila teringat pasal dia & keep baca conversation but yknow. Allah help me bnyk sngt. Aku ni hamba yang banyak dosa. Allah tolong.. baiknya Allah t,t

Tak kira la besar mana pun masalah. kalau kita serahkan semua dekat Allah, in shaa Allah semua ok :D



last but x leastttttttttt,


jaga diri ya. Assalamualaikum :)

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Assalamualaikum & hello reader(s) :D

So, ive just  watched Ahmad Ammar dalam kenangan video on youtube. You can watch it ( HERE )
Aku tak pernah kenal pun Ahmad Ammar ni. tak pernah tahu pun but lately, banyak tweet pasal dia. So he must me someone special lah kan? Aku ingat dia baik & meninggal. macam org lain jugak. So then tadi aku bukak youtube. sebenarnya nak tgk glee episode quaterback punya. but tak tahu mcm mana tetibe boleh tertengok Ahmad Ammar. mungkin Allah gerakkan hati untuk aku berubah. idk. but i felt so interested.

I skip gambar kekecik dia. then i was shocked & cried.. i saw this








idk what i feel but that feeling comes with a new hopes for me. betul jugak. sampai bila kita nk berada kat zon selesa. we spend our whole day doing nothing. kalau menggembara dapat ilmu pengetahun. In shaa Allah dpt keredhaan Allah. Aku nak jumpa Allah dlm keadaan org yg berilmu. 16 tahun aku hidup & i didnt know anything. i mean like ilmu Allah luas tp aku mybe tahu setitik je. entah2 setengah titik pun belum tentu.

In shaa Allah. aku nak belajar rerajin. takpe susah sikit. Allah ada. percaya Allah, tawakkal kpd Allah. Allah tahu yg terbaik. In shaa Allah. kalau pergi menggembara, i'll bring my mom along. and ofc i will bring her. i want her to always be with me. & kalau ada peperangan Islam, aku nak join. nak mati syahid. Mulianya.. Allahu :'D Bismillahi tawakkaltu. semoga impian baru ni jadi kenyataan. Amin :'D

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Assalamualaikum & Hello everyone ^^
So, holiday is just around the corner! i should prepared-well tho. hehe no i mean. Spm is just around the corner which is 14 months which is also next year which is next year is just about 2 months. ᕙ( ^ₒ^ c)

crap.

Yesterday, i went to tuition. and i enjoyed it very well. *claps*
Many chinesse but i dont care. I still have Allah & Afz hehehehehehehehehhehehehe wtv.
Progression (basic) is easy for now. later i dunno la lol
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Happy Awal Muharram ツ
new year is Islam. hehe. here are my wishlist for my new year :
- Go umrah
- Have a liscence
- Straight As spm
- Get scholarship
- Be a true muslimah
- Have a most amazing year (2014)



Today is a school day which ive had a lot of fun! ((evethough i brought phone to school & i ate inside the class)).
We (me, aliya, syhrh, wen xia, eng, chyanna) snap a lot of pic like crazy lols. I DONT KNOW U GUYS LIKE CAMWHORING LOL.
But they are super amazing person ive ever met :D I do not really close with chyanna eventhough we are classmate for 2 years. ehe.But she is kind and funny xD
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My final year result is a bit bad but Alhamdulillah. no failed so far. hehe That is my target. I don't mean to show off but Alhamdulillah. i'll try not to fail next year and get straight As for my spm. I really hope that. I know I have Allah & I hope i did not study for spm but for Allah. I will do everything because of Allah & not anyone else.
People said nov & dec is the moment that we have to strong our basic which is form 4. I should study starting from  now. Yes. I must.

And Ya Allah, I really hope that Me, Syahirah, Aliya & Husna will enter 5mantap for next year.
amin :D

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BY THE WAY.
All the best to my afz for upcoming SMA. Do well and you must do well in shaa Allah. Mumtaz tau! ٩(●̮̮̃•)۶ ehe. And imissyoujdfcoidhfiefoiewhadjbnuqe lols. xD
If you read this, please let me know & i hope youmissmetoondsijhqwhdand hahahaha gila. lols
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Thats all guys. have a nice day ahead xx

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Assalamualaikum :D Hello there!
How are you today? what's up? I hope you're still alive and kicking! :D
So, today me nak share dgn uols about mom, ibu, umi, mummy, dll. apa yg korg tahu pasal ibu korg? all? not much? lemme just ask you. what your mum wearing yesterday? what colour of her shirt yesterday? this morning? do you know what is her favourite food? favourite colour? what that she's hope from her kids? do you know? NO or NOT REALLY or YES? how about your girlfriend or your boyfriend? You know everythings right? If yes, you're not cool at all. you just met you gf/bf only less than 10 years, you know everythings. How about your mom dude? Dia dah jaga anda more than 10years. and you dont know anything about her. I admit i'm one of them. but sorry. i dont have bf. lol.

JANGAN BERHARAP ANDA NAK ADA GIRLFRIEND / BOYFRIEND KALAU IBU BAPA ANDA SENDIRI ANDA TAK TAHU MACAM MANA NAK GEMBIRAKAN

i love that ayat actually. haha terjumpa dkt twitter. siapa yg post tah. tk ingt. sorry :)
As we know, your mom mengandungkan anda 9 months 10 days. right? ingat senang ke? pernah tk anda fikir mcm mana dia nak tidur, buang air, dia nk jaga makan lagi...tu tk termasuk lg kalau ada anak kecik. nak jaga lagi..nak pergi kerja...rasa mual semua. susah tau :'(

IBU BOLEH JAGA 10 ANAK. TAPI 10 ANAK TAK BOLEH JAGA SEORANG IBU

 Betul kan? apa usaha anda nk buat your mom gembira? your mom tk mengharap lebih. your mom tk mngharapkan balik mengandungkan dia pulak 9 bulan. dia cuma nak........anda dpt result yg cemerlang, jadi anak yg soleh dan solehah, anak yg berguna. tu je. susah ke? lol c'mon. tahun 2012 kot. dah maju dah sekarang. tk susah ;)

"ADIK, JGN MANDI HUJAN! NANTI DEMAM!!"

"ASYIK MAIN MAIN MAIN. BELAJARNYA TAK!"

okay yg kedua tu me pernah kena xD bnyk kali. haha.
so, here's the bukti. jgn mandi hujan, nanti demam. tk menunjukkan dia syg anda? how about yg kedua tu? kalau asyik main, acane nk berjaya *tepuk dahi sendiri* xD Dia just nak anda berjaya, so that masa depan awak terjamin ;)


So..

Dear mom,
I love you. you're my heart beat. you're my superman. you're my joe brooks. you're my super awesome. you're my everything. Happy birthday mom. 11/11/1957. you was born. people in this world smile to see you. You're the one in this house yg penyabar. Love you so much mom. Semoga pnjg umur, murah rezeki, dilimpahi rahmat-Nya, Berjaya dunia akhirat. Jadi isteri solehah, Semoga peroleh anak dan menantu yg soleh dan solehah. you're always in my heart.. :")

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