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Matriculation.
Wednesday, September 23, 2015 • 6:17 PM • 0 comments
Assalamualaikum gais!

lama rasanya tak update blog (takpun :P )
So, anyway. life aku sangat sangat hectic. tapi takda pun rasanya. i mean like bukan normal ke jadi stress, pressure masa study?

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so as u guys know, i'm currently jadi one of the kmnsian (kolej matrikulasi negeri sembilan). well, tbh first impression tgk college tu mcm....................ni kolej ke penjara do? hahahahahaah its ugly but who cares as long as dia one of the top matriculation in malaysia ehe.

aku amek course accounts since itu yang aku minat. sangat minat. & alhamdulillah i think i've made a right choice ehehehe alhamdulillah roommates sangat okayyyyyyyyy! sayang gila do kat dorang. penyelamat aku dari serangga ft layan perangai merepek aku ft boleh mntak pendapat and all.  not to forget daya & mira ofc hahahaha mira sangat sangat manja. keje nak ngorat aku je hahaha

tak tahu kenapa rasa pelik update blog
ok sambung. classmate pun okay..kot? mula mula sangat annoying pastu skrang alhamdulillah okay xD plus kuat makan lagi2 si sherry anthony tu xD



if u ask me what aku suka in kmns, nothing. except for ayam gunting, kopok lekor, ayam goreng & sambal terung. and waitt ada a lots of kucing! comel sngt >.< you can check on my twitter here .

alhamdulillah, so far so fat and so good dekat kolej ehehehe & the best moment is pergi melaka dgn alia, miza & kaka like mcm tu je. plan apa semua tak. redah cenggitu je but alhamdulillah selamat hahahaha so tbc..

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well, is it wrong to fall in love?

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SPM.
Wednesday, February 25, 2015 • 11:10 AM • 0 comments
Assalamualaikum & hai reader(s). Topic ni soo wei & tasya yang suggest. kebetulan tajuk sama. Ha ni mesti pasal nak dapat result next week lulz.

Bismillah!
 before Spm
Lebih kurang sebulan juga aku start study since sebelum ni selalu study last minute & tak sempat habiskan semua chapter lagi lagi bio. look. siapa je sempat habis kan? korang la. aku tak. lagi lagi chapter 1 form 5 yang pasal transport tu. Aku benci betul bab tu lagi lagi lymph node pe bagai la aku malas nak ingat.

Tapi mind set aku satu je.

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Kiranya aku ni macam janji habis & faham. Boleh mesti boleh. orang lain boleh walaupun aku tahu aku tak boleh. Biasalah. Student. Aku suka je bio tapi sebab aku tak tahu cara nak ingt plus nak jawab so benda tu buat aku susah sangat. Innalillah.

But Alhamdulillah. aku berjaya habiskan *v* same goes to all the subjects. OK. sambung. Before spm, aku selalu jugak stayback dengan aliya & syahirah sebab nak blaja chemistry plus get ready for spm. Night class dgn cik nabihah (pakar physics) , kelas tambahan dgn miss teh (book author). Saje nak berlagak HAHAHAHAHAHAHA maaf gurau xD Prepare habis la tu kononnya. naik tepu otak sebab 10 subj sumbat semua dalam otak. Ingat nak habiskan buku latihan yang ada but tak sentuh pun. So siapa nak, boleh la dm saya kat twitter ye. (@ainilruffehe).

Aku tanda calendar spm punya tarikh, subj pe semua. Semangat je lebih. belajar nya hm tah la. belajar je. dah buat habis baik tapi.............

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//study tips//


masa spm
*minum air*

Datang sekolah. Jumpa kawan. Gelabah. Berpeluh. Nervous sambil makan roti dengan air susu dutch lady chocolate. Buku di tangan. Tengok cikgu. Dalam hati, "Macam mana lah kalau aku tak boleh jawab. kalau cikgu tak restu. macam mana. mesti dorg sedih"

ha lebih kurang gitu masa pagi paper bm. I screwed up my peribahasa & dapat semua salah which is 6 markah. Peribahasa simple aku tahu la. ni apa perahu sampan tak pernah la dengar pulak.
Teman sejati aku, syahirah & aliya. baca buku. selak & selak tanpa henti. yang aku ni dok perati orang hahahahahahahahaha ibu tahu ni mati aku x'D

Ok sambung.
Ada 10 subj & mostly susah.

Accounts

Entah la. susah. susah sangat. paper 1 okay. tapi paper 2...tah la. format lain. lain gila T__T
Past year punya soalan senang je. Even cikgu pun suggest jawab soalan past year tapi at the end, lain gila. orang dapat rugi, aku dpat untung. entah la. realisasi tak keluar. PANAS HATI TAHU PANAS T_T feveret aku dia tak keluar. yang keluar, tah pape tajuk tah. tapi. aku redha. mungkin soalan pertama je.

sekali..

SEMUA SUSAH T____T

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Sejarah

Semua kbat. semua weh semua. dari soalan pertama sampai akhir kbat. HAHA sengaja je kpm ni aip.
Macam tak boleh tunggu spm 2015 je yg dia x sabar2 nak buat kbat spm 2014. part susah je time batch 97. kami redha. moga Allah bantu.

Lumrah weh manusia. kita buat macam biasa dengan tenang yang berpeluh plus suara kanak kanak riang bermain , tiba tiba. "calon, anda masa lagi 10 minit. sila semak nama, angka giliran & susun kertas dengan betul"

kertas 3 sejarah yang kertas tambahan tu ko nak susun nak baca balik page mana, nak check isi hahahaha mencabar betul alahai. nombor soalan la, kena garis tu & ini. seronok juga kelam kabut. first & last time kot xD

Kalau yang dah siap takpa lah. boleh susun prlahan2. yang tak siap mcm aku ni? yang lg 120 patah perkataan (kengkonon) nak menulis ni. tak tercirit ke nak susun pe semua. nak tulis nama. sebaik nama pendek. kalau nama nur siti nurul bunga cempaka indah melur mawar binti ali plus dengan dakwat habis. ha macam mana?

main problem kat sini are

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This shit always happen to me\

Dia macam tetibe kau rasa jawapan kau salah lepas tu kau tukar yang kengkonon jawapan tu betul last last jawapan kau yang pertama yang betul. Hoi. menyakitkan hati.

Tapi serious la aku cakap, antara trial dgn spm, spm lagi susah. trial susah sikit drpd exam biasa tapi spm susah lagi drpd semua exam. mcm ayah yang ada misai lentik segala exam la gitu. Kalau yang ada aku rasa okay sikit pun is modern math. Alhamdulillah. at least ada yang okay.

Just Stick with It! #fitspiration #motivation

Setiap pagi before spm, ada bacaan doa. ustazah yang baca kan. plus banyak cikgu yang ajar subj on that day turun padang tolong student study. Alhamdulillah Allah kurniakan cikgu yang mcm ni. ehe

so, since my tchrs nak semua budak 5m straight As, we tried our best. yang paling best. even ustzah salbiah ckp "kalau xdpt A+, ustzah tk halal kan ilmu" scary hahahahahahahahahahahahah mungkin dia gurau. harap dia gurau. Gurau punya lah!

Biology macam biasa lah. aku tawakkal habis. sehabis habisnya. dah la salah experiment paper 3. orang buat cellophane tape, aku buat BOD. yelah pasal pencemaran kan. harap pemeriksa terima jawapan. Risau weh. tak terfikir langsung pasal cellophane tape tu.

Harap  semuanya baik. amin in shaa Allah.


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Lepas spm. which is now?

Habis spm, balik je terus kemas bilik study & jadi mcm ni

"eh ada kat sini. kenapa aku x baca benda ni. dh la keluar exam!"

hahahahhaha benci weh feeling mcm tu. sabar je lah. ada dalam sebulan aku jadi penganggur tercomel kat dunia ni. lepas tu kerja dgn along & last isnin haritu dah stop kerja sebab malas. next week result.So aku perlukan rehat before menangis pasal result. harap menangis gembira lah.

lepas amek result, aku pi ikea dgn sissy. So kalau nmpk budak comel tgh mkn meatball, tegur la. kalau tak comel, bukan aku lah tu xD

Somehow, aku risau. Risau sangat. so does my friends. yg paling penting, xia sin punya ayat plg aku suka. suka gila alahai. dia ckp

"we must success together like what we did got pmr okay? "
"time pmr also you say you tak yakin. end up you get straight As also. I believe in you. you can do it. go go ainil. see you next week"


aihh. tu baru eng. tak masuk lagi aliya, syhrh & soo wei. in shaa Allah, kita semua dapat straight As cuz

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even if we didn't get,



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I would like to wish
-Tasya
-Illya
-Afrishah
- Faiqah
-Ili
-Ain
-Kak pah
-Saidatul
-Afi
-Aliya
-Soowei
-Syahirah
-syakira
-Xia sin
-wen xia
-amy
-sajetha
- puden
-nabil
-mirul
-afif
-adli afiq
-ameerah
-adilla
-mimi
-farah nadya
-alisya
- 5m students
-athirah ali & hashim
-amal
-mama
-wawa
-syazreen
-adriana
-alisha
-izzati
-thama
-umi
-nuh
-syafiq


& all spm candidates dekat malaysia ni, maaf tak sebut nama sebab in a rush heeheheh all the best guys. in shaa Allah. Allah akan bantu. Banyak mana effort kita, mcm tu la result kita. kalau work hard tp result tk ok, jangan risau. Allah plans His best for you. for us. percaya dekat Allah. ada je yang result bagus tapi xboleh berjaya soon. ingat. jangan kecewa. & im so worry rn. entah la. moga Allah tolong kita & dapat buat parents kita proud with us in shaa Allah. All the best!

salam sayang,
ainil.

p/s : congrats sbb brjaya baca smpai habis. nak aisekerim! :D

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Assalamualaikum :DDDDDDD
Wednesday, November 26, 2014 • 12:25 AM • 0 comments
Assalamualaikum eveerrriiibaddddeehhhh xD

Finally i'm officially graduated from highschool ehehehehe SPM is over and literally some of the subjects are easy masa trial compared to spm. Accounts was the toughest & i guess semua susah kot?

Whatever it is. Alhamdulillah. it feels good somehow to be an adult ( acah acah betul ) but yeah. i'm looking foward utk further my study xD

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Alhamdulillah thank you ya Allah for give me a strength utk cope all 10 subjects. May Allah bless mine & our effort so that we can make our parents proud of us :D

Definately i'm crying, i hug my mom whenever the paper are freaking hard. haha i dunno. I tend not to care but i checked all the objective papers & alhamdulillah :)

Of course i'm not promise to get a staright As+ .  I just left everything to Allah & Allah knows how much effort & what is the best result yg boleh Dia bagi. It feels good also to have someone who always comfort you whenever you feel down.

I cried for my accounts & Aliya, syahirah, aliff, tasya, athirah were there for me. semalam aliya said "always believe in miracle. i know you can"

semalam pun syhrh ckp "jgn risau. kau boleh"

i dunno. they are just perfect for me hehe


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Yes. i miss school but i don't miss science subj & definately biology hahahahahahahaha never. but at least i tried for 2 years instead of drop ok #achievement

I miss teachers & friends but i don't miss english class tho the teacher is perfect  still i hate it. i'll miss makan popo with syhrh & aliya hahahahaha ya Allah our fav food xD

I'll miss Aliya & i'm not going to miss the horny part of her. I'll miss syahirah but i'm not going to miss the part where she get so stressed hahahahaha i'll miss soo wei yang mengada lebih tu. haha i'll miss mimi (paling sakai , sikit2 psl plkn. bye tk rindu ko), farah, adriana, alisya, izzati, and the gang & athirah ofc! Serious korg was the best part of the pnb hehehe its great bila kita karaoke tgh malam, scream. gossip about juniorrr wehhhhh semua best weh time kat kelantan tu xD

lets talk about tuition pulak.
.i'll miss mr yeoh, mr mani, mrs tan, mrs lee ((tak)) &&&&& all the et teachersss hehehehhe thank you for the knowledge. i enjoyed my tuition at et for 3 years. thank you amirul sbb slalu bagi chocolate hehehe  perfect semua best gila aihhhhh lagi2 uncle kat  bawah yg tanda card bebel aku minum bubble. k uncle k.

ofc i miss the most are teachers la kan. cik nabihah, pn rashidah, pn norzihan, pn aziah, pn norita, ms teh (betsy) pn salbiah, pn suriyana, en yarha, pn tan, pn uma & others teacher. the best best best awesome gila teacher i've ever met. pakar physics, book author, tanda paper spm semua ada. thank you so much sbb ajar saya dari bodoh smpai pndai. w'pun xpndai mana tp pndai lah juga hehehehehe i'm so sorry kalau x dpt straight As dlm spm. i've tried my best tp ni je mampu. maaf cikgu. maaf sangat..

to all my junior ; luqman, iylia, amyra & sape tah lagi. haha all the best in yr study, jgn give up easily. relationship dgn Allah tu pentingggg sangat. blaja awal2 tau. jgn last minute uhuks hahaha jaga diri pasni. trust me. spm is hard. all the best tau! xx

thank you for the all memories yg perfect pe semua!

rindu lari dengan syahirah dr skolah smpai tuition smpai beg putus hahaha rindu jln kaki bln puasa pi tuisyen, minum bubble, &&&& all the stuff.

lepas ni masing2 buat haluan sendiri. jln lupa iols tau. you can contact me whenever you guys nak cuz im available like 24h

Last but not least, thank you so so so so much dekat family terutama kat ibu. thank you semua sbb hntar amek ainil tuition. thank you bagi support, walaupun dream nk jadi accountant tp abgngah sruh jadi lawyer , abgchik lak sruh jd nurse. lagi la hahahahaha thank you kak sbb celebrate my freedom tadi. lepasni ainil tkda dah hari hari kat rumah. pi blaja dduk asrama je aihh sedih la lak lulz.


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ok smpai sini je. assalamualaikum xx

sorry kalau x sebut nama dlm post ehehehe

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Over is Over.
Sunday, May 25, 2014 • 4:38 PM • 0 comments
Assalamualaikum bakal bakal penghuni syurga yang cecantik lagi kacak ni. hehe how are you? hope everything going well in shaa Allah.
so
so
soo
soooo
tajuk dia pun cm dah emo dah en haha xde la. saje je nak bagitahu yang..
hm.
EXAM MIDYEAR DAH HABISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS WEH DAH HABIS WEH CAN YOU FEEL ME. lol aseef.
all the subject are tough except for accounts. but........ everything was
الحمدلله

Hope result okay. takda fail. amin amin! so,
Beside exam, apa yang lagi dah over? well, its me. Bye ainil. rip heart broken ewah haha rip perasaan dkt lelaki. lols. its been 6 mth till our last convers &  it was suck convers but still. im proud of myself sebab boleh tahan nafsu tk pi tegur dia. well. dulu ainil dh mcm desperate sngt. yg dia pun seronok je mainkan perasaan ainil. memalukan diri betul ainil ni. ish. astaghfirullah. aseef t.t but now, everything was alhamdulillah.hehe alhamdulillah sngt2 ainil. Thank you berjaya matangkan diri dlm "permainan" cinta ni. :DD

but how i did it? so here's the answer

Islam way of life

its suck bila teringat pasal dia & keep baca conversation but yknow. Allah help me bnyk sngt. Aku ni hamba yang banyak dosa. Allah tolong.. baiknya Allah t,t

Tak kira la besar mana pun masalah. kalau kita serahkan semua dekat Allah, in shaa Allah semua ok :D

Talk to Allah, Cry to Allah, Pray to Allah.

last but x leastttttttttt,
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jaga diri ya. Assalamualaikum :)

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Precious Moment ♥
Friday, November 8, 2013 • 4:16 PM • 0 comments
Assalamualaikum & Hello everyone ^^
So, holiday is just around the corner! i should prepared-well tho. hehe no i mean. Spm is just around the corner which is 14 months which is also next year which is next year is just about 2 months. ᕙ( ^ₒ^ c)

crap.
Yesterday, i went to tuition. and i enjoyed it very well. *claps*
Many chinesse but i dont care. I still have Allah & Afz hehehehehehehehehhehehehe wtv.
Progression (basic) is easy for now. later i dunno la lol
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Happy Awal Muharram ツ
new year is Islam. hehe. here are my wishlist for my new year :
- Go umrah
- Have a liscence
- Straight As spm
- Get scholarship
- Be a true muslimah
- Have a most amazing year (2014)

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Today is a school day which ive had a lot of fun! ((evethough i brought phone to school & i ate inside the class)).
We (me, aliya, syhrh, wen xia, eng, chyanna) snap a lot of pic like crazy lols. I DONT KNOW U GUYS LIKE CAMWHORING LOL.
But they are super amazing person ive ever met :D I do not really close with chyanna eventhough we are classmate for 2 years. ehe.But she is kind and funny xD
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My final year result is a bit bad but Alhamdulillah. no failed so far. hehe That is my target. I don't mean to show off but Alhamdulillah. i'll try not to fail next year and get straight As for my spm. I really hope that. I know I have Allah & I hope i did not study for spm but for Allah. I will do everything because of Allah & not anyone else.
People said nov & dec is the moment that we have to strong our basic which is form 4. I should study starting from  now. Yes. I must.

And Ya Allah, I really hope that Me, Syahirah, Aliya & Husna will enter 5mantap for next year.
amin :D

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BY THE WAY.
All the best to my afz for upcoming SMA. Do well and you must do well in shaa Allah. Mumtaz tau! ٩(●̮̮̃•)۶ ehe. And imissyoujdfcoidhfiefoiewhadjbnuqe lols. xD
If you read this, please let me know & i hope youmissmetoondsijhqwhdand hahahaha gila. lols
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Thats all guys. have a nice day ahead xx

EXO ♥ xoxo

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